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- 時間: 2025-12-06 22:19Jesus (Yeshua) Revealed a Terrible Sin to Me
And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.” (Acts 4:12, ESV)
For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9, ESV)
1. I Died of Cancer
My name is Lin Xiu, and I was 43 years old. If you ask me when I began to believe in life after death, I will tell you, it was at the moment I died. It was an ordinary Tuesday afternoon, sunlight streaming through the blinds of my hospital room, falling on my pale face. Cancer had tormented me for two whole years; my body was like a withered flower, every breath a painful struggle, feeling death approaching.
I am not a devout person. Although I went to church a few times with my grandmother when I was young, the pressures of work, family, and life made me completely forget about faith. I believe in science, I believe in medicine, and I believe that as long as I work hard, I can solve all problems. But facing cancer and death, for the first time, I felt the insignificance and helplessness of humanity. That afternoon, my husband, Zhiqiang, held my hand, tears welling in his eyes. We'd been married for eighteen years, and he had always been my greatest support; our daughter, Xiaoyu, was only fifteen, an age when she needed her mother. "Xiuer, you have to hold on," Zhiqiang's voice trembled. The doctor said there were new treatment options. I wanted to laugh, but I had no strength left.
At 4:32 PM, suddenly, a sharp pain struck my chest. I heard the electrocardiogram alarm, and medical staff rushed into the room. Zhiqiang's face blurred; his voice seemed to come from a distant place. "Xiuer, Xiuer," he called my name, but I couldn't respond! I felt myself falling, plummeting into a bottomless abyss. I thought this was death, the kind of eternal sleep people talk about. I no longer felt pain or fear, just a strange calm.
2. Meeting Jesus (Yeshua)
Just when I thought it was all over, a faint light appeared in the distance. The light was small, like a star in the night sky, but it slowly brightened, gradually approaching me. I walked towards the light, filled with curiosity and anticipation. The light grew brighter and brighter, enveloping my entire being. In that instant, I saw Him—a man in white robes at the center of the light, his face both benevolent and dignified, his eyes filled with unconditional love. I don't know why, but I immediately knew who He was—Jesus (Yeshua) Christ.
His presence was so real, so awe-inspiring, that my soul trembled. "Lin Xiu," Jesus (Yeshua) called my name, his voice as sweet as a clear spring, yet carrying an indescribable authority, "You have come. You need not be afraid!" He seemed to understand my thoughts. "I know the doubts in your heart, and I know the struggles of your life, feeling that you are not good enough, unworthy to stand here, but my love is not because of your actions, but because you are my creation." Hearing these words, a tremendous emotional surge welled up within me. For so many years, I have strived to be a good person, a good wife, a good mother, but I always felt imperfect, always with various flaws and mistakes. Now, facing this Creator, I felt accepted and loved like never before.
Lord! I finally found my voice, though it trembled. I didn't understand why I was here; I had never truly believed in You in my life. He smiled, a smile as warm as the sun, instantly dispelling all the darkness in my heart. Faith isn't about what you say or do, Lin Xiu; faith is about the heart. Your heart has always been searching for truth, searching for love, searching for meaning. Now you've found it! He walked towards me, each step radiating holy light. As He drew near, I felt myself enveloped in utter love. That love was so pure, so intense, that I couldn't bear it and couldn't help but shed tears.
3. The Lord Gave Me a Mission
Lord! Is my time coming? My family, my daughter, they still need me. His expression became serious, a hint of worry flashing in his eyes. "Lin Xiu, I need you to see something. This is not a chance encounter, nor is it a simple death. You were brought here because an important mission awaits you." He reached out and gently touched my forehead. I felt my consciousness expanding, able to see and understand things I had never understood before. I am about to show you a truth, a terrible reality that is destroying countless souls. You need to see it, understand it, and then return to the world with this message.
My heart began to pound. Return to the world? Did that mean I wouldn't die? Yes, Lin Xiu, you will go back, but not for yourself, but to save those who are heading towards destruction. You will be a messenger, delivering an urgent warning. Jesus (Yeshua)' words echoed in my heart, and I felt both excited and terrified. How could I, an ordinary housewife, bear such a heavy responsibility as a messenger? But facing Him, I knew I could not refuse. Lord, I am willing! I heard myself speak, my voice more resolute than I imagined: Please show me what You want me to see. He nodded, his eyes filled with both approval and deep sorrow. Lin Xiu, what you are about to see will break your heart, but it is necessary. Only when you truly understand the gravity of this reality can you warn others with enough urgency.
4. I saw the light and darkness of the human soul
He reached out again, this time gently taking my hand. In an instant, the light around us began to change, shifting from a warm gold to a more intense white. I felt myself being elevated to a higher dimension, able to see truths hidden beyond human perception. "Look," He whispered, and the scene before us began to change. We were no longer standing in that place filled with light, but suspended above the Earth, overlooking the entire world. But this was not the Earth I knew; it was an Earth that revealed spiritual truths. I could see the light emanating from everyone; some shone brightly, while others were shrouded in darkness.
"What do you see?" Jesus (Yeshua) asked me. "I see light and darkness," I replied. "Some are bright, some are dark." "This is the state of people's souls. Light represents connection with me, and darkness represents separation from me," He explained. "Now, I want you to look deeper," He said, and as soon as He finished speaking, my vision became clearer, and I saw what those surrounded by darkness were doing. To my shock, many of them seemed normal, even kind; they were working, caring for their families, helping others, yet the darkness within them grew ever stronger. "I don't understand, Lord," I said, perplexed. "These people all seem so good; why are they surrounded by darkness?" "This is the terrible truth I'm about to reveal to you, Lin Xiu," His voice grew heavy, and He looked more closely. Suddenly, I could hear the thoughts of those people and see the deepest parts of their hearts.
(1) A Successful Businessman
I saw a successful businessman, outwardly generous, frequently donating to charity, but in his heart, I saw boundless pride. He did all this not out of love, but to gain praise from others and to make himself feel superior.
(2) A Mother
I saw a mother who deeply loved her children and made enormous sacrifices for them, but in her heart, I saw resentment towards God. She could not forgive the pain life had brought her, could not accept that an omnipotent God allowed suffering to exist. Her love was tainted by bitterness.
(3) A Doctor
I saw a doctor who worked day and night to save patients' lives, but deep within him, I saw profound despair. He did not believe life had any meaning, believing death was the end, and therefore his efforts were tinged with a sense of emptiness.
5. What truly destroys people is turning away from Jesus (Yeshua)
I murmured to myself, "They are all trying to do good." Yes, Lin Xiu and Jesus (Yeshua)' voices were filled with sorrow. They both strived to be good, but they didn't realize that what truly destroys a person isn't outward sin, but the separation of their inner self from their true nature.
He pointed into the distance, where a group of people were burning; no, not physical flames, but spiritual torment. Their faces were etched with despair and regret! This is hell, Lin Xiu—not the sulfurous fires people imagine, but the endless suffering brought about by complete separation from the source of love. I saw those burning souls, and my heart broke.
There are many people in Hades that I know—not just individuals, but their types.
(1) Self-righteous religious leaders
There are self-righteous religious leaders who judge and condemn others based on their faith, yet have never truly experienced God's love.
(2) Successful entrepreneurs
There are successful entrepreneurs who believe their achievements prove their worth, forgetting that true wealth resides in heaven.
(3) Intellectuals
There are intellectuals who believe human wisdom surpasses everything, yet refuse to acknowledge the existence of a Creator.
(4) A Pastor
But what shocked me most was seeing many people I thought should be in heaven. Lord, I point to one of the souls—wasn't that a pastor? He had spent his life preaching Your word. Yes, Lin Xiu, he did preach My word, but his heart never truly knew Me. He treated me as a job, a profession, not the Lord of his life. He loved the praise from the pulpit, not me as a person.
6. Salvation by Works
This revelation struck me like a thunderbolt. I had always thought that as long as I did good deeds, as long as I didn't harm others, as long as I outwardly lived a moral life, that was enough. But now I understand that the core issue is not outward behavior, but the state of one's heart.
Tell me more, Lord, I pleaded, though I knew it would be painful; I needed to understand all of this. He turned to me, his eyes filled with compassion. Lin Xiu, people make a fundamental mistake, thinking they can gain salvation through their own efforts, through doing good deeds, through following moral norms. But this is like trying to reach the moon by jumping—it's impossible. "Why not?" I asked. Because human nature has been corrupted by sin—not outward sin, but an inner separation.
From the moment humanity committed its first sin, everyone is born with this separation. This separation manifests as pride, the belief that one can be one's own god, that one can decide what is right and what is wrong.
7. One must lay down pride and be saved through the Lord's salvation.
I began to understand, reflecting on my own life. Although I strived to be a good person, that pride truly lingered in my heart. I wanted to control everything, to prove my worth; I wanted to earn the love and respect of others through my efforts. So, Lord, how can one be saved? I asked urgently. There is only one way, Lin Xiu: to acknowledge that you cannot save yourself and rely entirely on My grace. This is not about doing more good deeds, but about laying down pride and accepting the salvation I have already accomplished for You.
The Lord Jesus (Yeshua) pointed to His own hand, and I saw the wounds. I have paid the price for the sins of all people, including Yours. But many refuse this gift because they think it's too easy; they prefer to believe they can earn salvation through their own efforts. I looked at those souls burning in hell, and my heart filled with sorrow. Many of them were good people, striving to live meaningful lives, but they missed the most important thing: they needed a Savior.
Is this the message You wanted me to deliver? I asked. "Yes, Lin Xiu." "But this is only the beginning. I will show you more, to make you understand the urgency of this message." Time was running out, Jesus (Yeshua)' words echoed in my heart, bringing an unprecedented sense of urgency. "Lord, you said time is running out, what does that mean?" I asked cautiously. His expression became more serious.
8. The Lord Shows Me More Truth
Lin Xiu, I will show you the truth of human history, and what is happening now. He took my hand again, this time feeling a stronger energy flowing through my body. Suddenly, I could see time itself, the past, present, and future, unfolding before my eyes like a scroll.
⑴. Human History
I saw human history unfolding from creation. I saw Adam and Eve's fall in the Garden of Eden, Cain killing Abel, the flood, and the Tower of Babel. I also saw God's plan of salvation unfolding in every age: Abraham's faith, Moses' salvation, David's repentance, and the prophets' warnings.
(2) The Birth, Death, and Resurrection of Jesus (Yeshua)
Then, I saw the most crucial moment: the birth, death, and resurrection of Jesus (Yeshua). At that moment, the entire universe trembled; the veil between heaven and earth was torn open, and the door of salvation opened for all.
This was the turning point, Lin Xiu explained; from that moment on, everyone had the opportunity to choose eternal life or eternal death.
What I saw next broke my heart! In the past two thousand years, countless people have accepted this salvation; their lives have been completely transformed, and they have become messengers of light. But I also saw many more who rejected it, deceived by the world due to ignorance and pride.
Looking at this era now, I see a scene unlike any I've ever witnessed. Never in human history has information spread so quickly, and knowledge so readily available; through the internet, the gospel can reach every corner of the world instantly. But at the same time, I also see the unique dangers of this era.
Do you see those lights? They point to twinkling points of light around the world. I see countless points of light twinkling across the globe, some bright, some faint. These are my children, striving to spread my word. There are now more missionaries, more churches, more Bible translations, and more opportunities for evangelism than ever before in human history.
I also see another side: the forces of darkness are more active than ever before, and the enemy is not idle either! Satan knows his time is running out; he is launching a final, massive counterattack. I see the temptations and deceptions of this era:
⑴ Materialism
I see materialism blinding people, leading them to believe that possessing more things will bring happiness.
⑵ Relativism
I see relativism eroding truth, leading people to believe there is no absolute right or wrong, and that everyone can create their own truth.
⑶ Technology
I see how technology has become a new idol, with people believing that science can solve all problems, including death itself. (4) Entertainment
I see how entertainment numbs people's souls, causing them to escape from the truly important issues in life.
(5) Spiritual Pride
I see the most terrifying thing is that a new kind of pride is spreading: spiritual pride. Many people believe that all religions are the same, all paths lead to God, and that being a good person is enough. They refuse to acknowledge that they need a Savior, and this is the most dangerous deception now.
9. People Redefine God
Jesus (Yeshua) said, Lin Xiu, people no longer deny God's existence, but redefine Him, shaping Him into what they want Him to be. They create a God who will never judge, never demand repentance, and never say no.
I see how pervasive this deception is! Even in the church, I see many pastors preaching a diluted gospel, a gospel without judgment, without hell, without a demand for repentance. They tell people that God loves everyone, which is true, but they forget to say that God's love also demands a response.
Why is this happening? Lord, I asked painfully. The Lord Jesus (Yeshua) said, because the truth has become unpopular; people want comfort, not challenge; they want blessings, not responsibility; they want heaven, not a Savior.
Then, the Lord showed me a shocking picture. I saw countless people heading towards hell, not because they are bad people, but because they have been deceived. They believe they are good, believe God will accept everyone, believe love conquers all.
Lin Xiu, thousands of people die every day, not because they are evil, but because they have never heard the true gospel, or have heard a distorted version.
10. The Lord Entrusted Me with a Mission
This reality is almost unbearable! I think of myself; if it weren't for this experience, I would be one of them. I always thought I was a good person, and that was enough. Jesus (Yeshua) said, "That's why I want you to go back, Lin Xiu; that's why I said time is running out." Lord! Why me? I'm just an ordinary woman, not a pastor, not a theologian, not some important person. Who would listen to me? He smiled gently, "Precisely because you are an ordinary person, Lin Xiu." Ordinary people are more likely to believe the testimony of ordinary people.
When theologians and pastors speak, people think it's just their job. But when a housewife shares the truth she has seen, people listen more attentively. The Lord paused, then continued, "Lin Xiu, you will not be alone. I will be with you; I will give you the word; I will open doors for you. Your testimony will touch many hearts because it comes from real experience, not theoretical knowledge." I thought of my family, my friends, my neighbors. How many people are in the same state I was in, thinking they are good enough and don't need a Savior? But Lord, if I go back and tell people these things, what will they think? They'll say I'm crazy, that it's just a dying hallucination. Yes, Lin Xiu, some people will say that. But some will listen, will think, and will begin to seek the truth. Remember, I don't ask you to save everyone, that only I can do that. I only ask you to sow the seeds, to sound the warning, to witness the truth you see.
The Lord pointed into the distance, and I saw people shining. Look, even in these dark times, there are still people responding. Everyone who hears the truth and accepts it becomes a new source of light. That's the power of the Gospel; it spreads like a chain reaction. I began to understand the importance of my mission. It's not just about sharing an experience, it's about saving souls, about warning people to avoid eternal separation. I'm willing, Lord, I said again, this time with deeper understanding and determination, tell me what to do.
First, you need to fully understand the message, He said, let me show you one last thing, and then you can go back.
11. The Last Judgment
Jesus (Yeshua)' hand touched me again, and this time I felt an unprecedented surge of energy. The surroundings changed again, and I found myself in a vast judgment hall, its majesty and solemnity making me tremble. "Where am I?" I asked in a trembling voice. "This is the place of the Last Judgment, Lin Xiu. This is what everyone must go through after death." I saw countless people lined up, awaiting judgment. Their faces showed fear, expectation, confusion, and despair. I noticed that these people came from all eras, all ethnicities, and all walks of life; there were kings, beggars, scholars, farmers, religious leaders, and ordinary believers.
"Look over there," He pointed to the judgment seat. I saw a radiant figure sitting on the throne of judgment, and I immediately knew that it was Jesus (Yeshua) himself; this time He was no longer the loving Savior from before, but the majestic Judge, his eyes like flames, his voice like thunder. The Lord said, "I want you to see a few specific cases so that you can understand what the standard of judgment is."
(1) A Successful Man
The first to approach the judgment seat was a middle-aged man who looked very successful. He wore an expensive suit and had a confident smile on his face. "I've spent my whole life trying to do good," he told the judge. "I've donated a lot of money to charity, I never hurt anyone, I'm a model citizen. I've built orphanages and sponsored countless impoverished children. I believe in God, and I respect all religions." I saw this man's life unfold before him; indeed, he had done many good deeds.
As the judge began to speak, I heard heartbreaking words. "I've never known you," the judge said. "You did all this for your own glory, to have people praise you, to prove you're a good person. You never truly sought me, never acknowledged your need for a Savior, never believed you could enter heaven through your own deeds. But I've done so many good things," the man protested. "Good deeds cannot cleanse sin, only my blood can; and you reject the salvation I have prepared for you, choosing to believe in yourself." I saw the man being led away, his face filled with shock and confusion. This reminded me of what Jesus (Yeshua) had shown me before, those in hell.
(2) A Religious Leader
The second person was a seemingly devout religious leader. He spoke at length about how faithfully he fulfilled his religious duties, how strictly he adhered to church rules, and how he guided others in their spiritual lives. "I have served You my whole life," he said. "I have preached countless sermons and given everything for the church. I have read the entire Bible, fasted and prayed, and lived a holy life."
When his inner self was revealed, I saw pride, judgment, and indifference. He certainly knew a great deal about God, but his heart had never been melted by God's love. He looked down on those he considered not devout enough, using his faith to build his own sense of superiority.
The judge said, "You judge others in my name, yet you have never truly loved them. You have turned my grace into law, and my love into an instrument of pride. You know everything about me, yet you do not know me personally."
(3) An Ordinary Woman
The third person shocked me the most. She was a woman who looked very ordinary, about my age. She was very nervous as she walked to the judgment seat, constantly apologizing. "Lord, I know I am unworthy," she said. "I have done many wrong things; I am not a perfect person." Sometimes I lose my temper, sometimes I'm jealous, sometimes I lie. My faith isn't strong enough; I often doubt. But I truly believe You died for me, and I truly need Your salvation. I know I cannot be saved on my own.
As her life unfolded, I saw that she indeed had many flaws and failures. She wasn't a saint; she even made some serious mistakes. But I also saw that whenever she erred, she sincerely repented and returned to God seeking forgiveness. Her heart was soft, filled with love for God and care for others.
"Come in," said the Judge, his face beaming with a warm smile. "Your faith may be small, but it is real. Your love may be imperfect, but it is sincere; welcome home." I saw boundless joy and peace radiate from the woman's face; she was led to the light.
12. The Standard of Judgment is Faith
"Now do you understand?" Jesus (Yeshua) turned to me and said, "Lin Xiu, the standard of judgment is not perfect behavior, but genuine faith. Not self-righteousness, but acknowledging the need for the Savior. Not a religious matter, but a personal relationship." I thought about my life, and I knew that if it weren't for this experience, I would have been like the first person, believing that my good deeds were enough.
This realization filled me with both fear and gratitude! "Lord," I asked, "if so many good people are lost, where is hope?" "Hope is in You, Lin Xiu, in all those who wish to spread the truth," He answered. Behold, He showed me another scene. I saw a man sharing the gospel with his friend, who initially resisted but was eventually moved and decided to accept Christ.
Then, I saw this new believer go and share the gospel with others, forming a chain that kept expanding. Every saved soul could become a vessel for saving other souls. This faith, the Lord explained, is why your mission is so important. You don't know how many people will begin to seek the truth because of your testimony.
13. The Lord revealed to me what would happen upon my return to Earth
Then, the Lord showed me what I might encounter upon returning to Earth.
I saw myself waking up in a hospital, the doctors' astonishment, and my family's joy. Seeing my experience shared, I initially faced skepticism and even ridicule, but some also gave it serious thought. I saw a young person, after hearing my testimony, seriously consider the meaning of life for the first time. I saw an elderly person, before dying, hear my story and decide to accept Christ. I saw a family begin to pray together after hearing this message. These are the fruits, Lin Xiu. Perhaps you cannot see all the results, but every seed can grow into a great tree.
Jesus (Yeshua) also showed me challenges! I saw some people say I was crazy, that it was just a hallucination caused by oxygen deprivation in the brain. I saw some religious people criticizing me, saying my experience did not conform to their theological understanding. I saw media skepticism and scientists' explanations. These things will happen, Lin Xiu, but don't let them shake you. Truth doesn't need everyone's approval; you only need to faithfully convey what you see, and leave the rest to me.
I am afraid, Lord, I honestly confess, afraid that people won't believe me and won't be able to fulfill this mission. Fear is normal, Lin Xiu; remember, I am with you. When you need words, I will give you words. When you feel weak, I will give you strength. When you face opposition, I will make a way for you. He paused, then said in a serious tone, "Lin Xiu, I want you to remember this number: 150,000 people die every day. That means 104 people face an eternal choice every minute. Your testimony will save some of them. Isn't it worth enduring some ridicule and skepticism?"
This reality shocked me! 150,000 people every day—how many are ready to face judgment? How many know the true gospel? I understood, Lord, I said, I am willing to take on this mission; but please tell me, how should I begin? The Lord said, begin with your family, then your friends, then anyone willing to listen. Don't worry about persuading everyone; just faithfully share your experience, and I will touch hearts with your testimony. Also, Lin Xiu, remember the core of this message: salvation is not by works, but by grace; but this grace must be received. People need to recognize that they need salvation and then humbly come before Me. This is not about becoming a better person, but about becoming a new person.
14. The Soul Returns to the Body
Lin Xiu, your body is awakening, and the doctors are working hard to save your life; this is not accidental. You have been given a second chance, not for yourself, but for those still in darkness. When the Lord spoke these words, I felt a deep sense of responsibility and mission. This is no longer just my life, but the hope of countless other lives. Remember, Lin Xiu, love is the most powerful force; when you share this message, do it with love, not to condemn, but to save; love them as I love you.
The light began to grow stronger, and I knew I was about to leave this place. The Lord said, "One day you will return, Lin Xiu. Now go and fulfill your mission. I will always be with you." Finally, He gave me a hug, and that feeling of love and warmth is deeply imprinted on my soul. Then, everything turned into white light; when I opened my eyes again, I was lying in a hospital bed, surrounded by the sounds of machines and the busy figures of doctors and nurses. My husband, Zhiqiang, held my hand, his eyes filled with tears, and said excitedly, "Xiu'er, you're awake!" I wanted to speak, but my throat was dry; after the nurse gave me some water, I was finally able to make a sound. "Zhiqiang," I said weakly, "I have something very important to tell you, to tell everyone." He thought I was talking nonsense and tried to let me rest; but I grabbed his hand, "No, Zhiqiang, it's true. I went there, I saw Jesus (Yeshua), and He gave me a mission: I must tell people the truth about salvation, eternal life, and hell."
Time was running out, and from that moment on, I knew my new life had begun. Not as Lin Xiu, a housewife, but as a messenger, a witness, a angel sent to warn humanity. This mission was more important than my life, because it concerned the eternal fate of countless people.
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Jesus (Yeshua) Revealed a Terrible Sin to Me
