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I’m a newfollower of Fa and just one-year level. Since I realized the Fa, I have donethe things which the follower should do with the help of the master, the Fa andthe fellow devotee. But my concupiscence is still in myheart, and I’m fond of writing and reading the romantic novels. Besides, I havea homosexual relationship with a common person.It is my strong desire. I consider the homosexuality, love and desire as theenjoyment and “natural” of my life instead of the people’s imbecility and theroad to hell. After the learning of Fa, I realize that I can’t addict to theconcupiscence. But I have the limitation of cognition about Fa and Li.
With the help offellow devotee, I learn the master’s Teaching the Fa at the Great Lakes Fa Conference inNorth America. I read "As I just said, they were able to achievetheir goal of testing students in this way because students need to improvethemselves and eliminate the last part of their karma. How could it be allowedif during the course of a being's progressing towards the surface and graduallybecoming a God, he doesn't make his own sacrifices, doesn't continue to improvehimself, and doesn't establish his own mighty virtue? In all of this, I am onthe other hand using the exhibiting of those beings' xinxing to allowstudents to establish their mighty virtue at the same time." And I learn TheRelationship with Men&Women andMarriage of Minghui editorial department. It says "Modern humanideology and morality is generally very corrupt, …… can be no shame to meet the desire of lust, and even havethe homosexuality."
After learningthe Fa, I come to realize the higher level of Fa and should let the desire oflust go. I know that the God creates the standards of human’s morality.The attitude towards homosexuality and concupiscence is thekey to measuring a person’s standard. People will unwittingly change themoral sense when they addict themselves to the eroticism and lust.The bad karma will be endless, then people will plunge into anabyss of chaos and never to be a human. The master uses thehomosexual concupiscence to improve my level. If a person is learning Fa and hedoesn’t let the desire of lust go. Then, it has a bad influence on learning Fa,and even sinking into the hell. Therefore, either the common people or thelearning people should consider the desire of lust as evil and purify the soul.Trust the master and the Fa, and establish the mighty virtue.
The above is mypersonal thoughts of these days. It is only used for communicating with fellowdevotee of the Fa.
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